Update

Back again after a lovely chat with my lady.

Feeling better already. I have written before on the pointlessness of comparing yourself with others but my mind is still playing that old game it seems.

At least once it is recognised it can be dealt with.

Just keep in mind that it is a long climb and if you worry about not being atthe top you will never get there.. Also it occurs to me that the old saying "it is the journey that counts, not the destination" has some relevance here .. althought i would argue over the destination being of some import... if you were traveling to the land of make believe faries then the journey would be .... pointless in any case so again it comes down to the journey being the thing.

And whilst on that journey you change and discover and overcome and al the other things you are supposed to do in a "Real" life ... not one spent devoted to the television andwhere you are going next weekend.

Am i comparing there? hmmm, point taken.

well thats my update for now.